Not too sure I am or I am not having postpartum depression.
Here's what I am going through:-
1. Miss my husband a lot, especially when he is not at home. The love for him suddenly gush out from me?! Or I am seeking more of his attention ?!
2. I cried twice in 2 weeks time. The first was quarrel with Sam, I can't remember what was the actual issue. The second time was failed to breastfeed 伟恩，the feeding could took 2 hours; the pain from the first suction after latching on, not enough sleep, all these incidents made me very tired and emotional. At the end, I had a one to one talk with Jonathan, set rules for him - there's time for everything;e.g. do not sleep while eating; when you eat, you eat ; learn to focus with things that you do.
3. Thought of becoming full time mother, I start getting worry Jonathan's development when i resume to work. I can't trust others to take care of him. At thus point, Sam still want to take care on his own.
4. Worry I do not have enough time for the family. When I resume to work, I'll be back home around 6pm, left with 6 hours to spend with Sam and Jonathan daily, it's not enough to build a strong loving family.
5. With the concern of Jonathan's development and quality time with family, the thought of becoming full time housewife even stronger; but, I may become those lady that long for hubby to come home, complain about neighbor, market...... Other than that, my income is also crucial to support this family, how could I quit ???
Here's what I am going through:-
1. Miss my husband a lot, especially when he is not at home. The love for him suddenly gush out from me?! Or I am seeking more of his attention ?!
2. I cried twice in 2 weeks time. The first was quarrel with Sam, I can't remember what was the actual issue. The second time was failed to breastfeed 伟恩，the feeding could took 2 hours; the pain from the first suction after latching on, not enough sleep, all these incidents made me very tired and emotional. At the end, I had a one to one talk with Jonathan, set rules for him - there's time for everything;e.g. do not sleep while eating; when you eat, you eat ; learn to focus with things that you do.
3. Thought of becoming full time mother, I start getting worry Jonathan's development when i resume to work. I can't trust others to take care of him. At thus point, Sam still want to take care on his own.
4. Worry I do not have enough time for the family. When I resume to work, I'll be back home around 6pm, left with 6 hours to spend with Sam and Jonathan daily, it's not enough to build a strong loving family.
5. With the concern of Jonathan's development and quality time with family, the thought of becoming full time housewife even stronger; but, I may become those lady that long for hubby to come home, complain about neighbor, market...... Other than that, my income is also crucial to support this family, how could I quit ???
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